As you may have noticed, I "stepped away" from my blog for some time. I needed that "me" time because I had lost quite a few friends that were triple negative and my spirit had been dampened. Believe me, there are thousands of us still out there alive and well, and thriving, but when you lose not one or two, but three or more whom you have looked up to as your personal TNBC hero's it can be a bit overwhelming.
I will try to do better and post more often. Regardless, I will try to find more research for women, and more access for those who are unable to get mammogram's or are sick. I will try. This damn cancer has me angry and hurt and has made me cry a little bit lately, but as I said way back when nearly four years ago now, every emotion is ok - even now. That which haunts me now is that nagging feeling that just doesn't go away....UGH! This disease has done a number on me physically and mentally, but I am still winning and I refuse to give in.
It really isn't what I do or do not do, it is merely the fact that cancer has taken the lives of my parents and has made the attempt on me, my sister, several cousins, etc. Anyway, I think getting angry is ok considering I was only 19 when the beast stole my mother.
On a brighter note, it is a beautiful Spring day - you can smell it in the air. Even some showers running across the state and I am watching my dogs high-tail through the yard quick and back into the house trying not to get their paws to wet. They are my superheroes - oh how they make me smile.
I am here....still. Thank you Jesus. My spirit is quiet at the moment, but it will regain its strength and momentum for surely the good Lord has more plans for me. I hope those plans include me being able to provide helpful information to others. So.....I will get to work on that. I will return soon.
Please update me on YOU!! I really want to know how you are doing.... hugs.